Archive for December, 2007

No, You Won’t See Me Cry!

Monday, December 10th, 2007

At first, I said to myself, I refuse to give in and never give up! but then again, who am I kidding? it’s not up to me. Well, my world is still spinning and my sun is still shining brightly up there. No, I won’t  surrender. No, you won’t see me cry. I’m done crying. Like one of best friend said in his shout out: life is too short  not to be happy. And I’m agree with him. I won’t let this whole thing ruin my life once again, hell NO!

You can take your heart back and give it to someone else, I won’t hold you back any longer. I won’t hold you back from your happiness and I surely won’t hold myself from continue searching for my own happiness. Well, you still make me as happy as I wanna be. But things have change now, I can’t change it back. You said so, not verbally though, but still, I got your point. Now hurry boy, seek for your happiness. I’ll stand here, smiling, watching you walk away. And wish me luck! I want to find "him", the one that once appeared in my dream. Look over your shoulder, and you’ll see me waving at you and blowing kisses. 

And you’re welcome to come by, to tell me stories about your journey. I will listen to you, quietly. But one thing for sure, NO, you won’t see me cry! I’m done crying.